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    Thursday, November 12th, 2009
    3:14 pm
    Everyone Sang
    "EVERYONE suddenly burst out singing;
    And I was filled with such delight
    As prisoned birds must find in freedom,
    Winging wildly across the white
    Orchards and dark-green fields; on—on—and out of sight.

    Everyone’s voice was suddenly lifted;
    And beauty came like the setting sun:
    My heart was shaken with tears; and horror
    Drifted away ... O, but Everyone
    Was a bird; and the song was wordless; the singing will never be done."

    Siegfried Sassoon.

    I am so very busy and stressed at work.
    Wednesday, October 28th, 2009
    11:55 am
    #Falling from grace cause I've been away too long...#
    #Leaving you behind with my lonesome song
    Now I'm lost in oblivion.#

    Mastodon 'Oblivion' from 'Crack the Skye'

    The weather has changed sharply to the chilly side of autumn, the clocks have gone back meaning I leave work in darkness, soon I will wake up in darkness as well. I have the third of three colds in as many weeks. I have moved into a new job which is a sharp change in pace from my old one, which is stressful. My character got his arse kicked at FnH on sunday which was demoralising for myself and everyone else playing at the time. I am still worried about S. and miss her.

    None of these things make me sadder than I can handle, but the shift in the winds has given everything a darker edge perhaps. I think this happens every year around this time, everyone starts to feel a little darker and colder. As a result everyone gets colds and feels a little down. Then when autumn turns to winter we are all used to the change.
    Tuesday, September 29th, 2009
    4:53 pm
    Tetrachromats
    Tetrachromacy is the condition of possessing four independent channels for conveying color information, or possessing four different types of cone cells in the eye. Organisms with tetrachromacy are called tetrachromats.

    Put simply, most of us are Trichromats, we see everything as a mixture of the three primary colours due to the cones we have on our retinas. Some organisms (most birds and zebrafish amongst others) have different types of cones on their retinas that allow them to percieve colours the rest of us cannot. In practical terms they can tell the difference between two colours that for most of us would be identical and identify 100 million colours compared to a Trichromat who could only identify 1 million.

    In humans the two-cone cell pigment gene is located on the X-chromosome. Some women have two different X-chromosomes meaning they may have been born as Full Tetrachromats.

    I wonder how many of my friends are Tetrachromats?
    Monday, September 28th, 2009
    4:22 pm
    "The Merchant of Death is Dead"
    Was the headline in the obituary column that greeted Alfred Nobel when he searched for the one belonging to his brother. The headline had made a mistake and assumed that it was the Swedish Chemist and Inventor of Dynamite that had died.

    As a result, Alfred Nobel, changed his will in 1895 to set aside the bulk of his estate to establish the Nobel Prizes to be awarded annually without distinction for nationality. Alfred Nobel died of a stroke in 1986.

    The Prizes are awarded for eminence in:
    Physical Science
    Chemistry
    Medical Science
    Literary works in an ideal direction
    Great services to the cause of international fraternity, in the supression or reduction of standing armies or in the establishment or furtherance of peace congresses.

    The first four prizes are presented in Stockholm on 10 December, the anniversary of Nobel's death and the Peace Prize is awarded in Oslo, also on on the 10 of December each year.
    Wednesday, September 23rd, 2009
    2:33 pm
    Iconic
    Iconic Photos

    Various important photographs with descriptions.
    Monday, September 14th, 2009
    10:42 am
    "I should have been a pair of ragged claws"
    "Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.

    And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
    Smoothed by long fingers,
    Asleep … tired … or it malingers,
    Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
    Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
    Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
    But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
    Though I have seen my head [grown slightly bald] brought in upon a platter,
    I am no prophet—and here’s no great matter;
    I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
    And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker,
    And in short, I was afraid.

    And would it have been worth it, after all,
    After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
    Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
    Would it have been worth while,
    To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
    To have squeezed the universe into a ball
    To roll it toward some overwhelming question,
    To say: “I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
    Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all”-
    If one, settling a pillow by her head,
    Should say: “That is not what I meant at all.
    That is not it, at all.”

    From: The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock by T.S Eliot
    Wednesday, September 9th, 2009
    12:48 pm
    10:10
    According to scientists such as the Climate Change Commitee (you know, that panel of Scientists who tell the Government what to do about Climate Change and then get ignored by Gordon Brown in favour of DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to ensure such a shattering economic slump never happens again) meeting the proposed targets on Carbon emissions won't work. By 'don't work' I mean that if the majority of the cumulative carbon emissions takes place towards the end of this period the temperature at the time will remain the same probably up to the year 3000. However, if larger cuts are made earlier in the period of 2009 to 2050 then there is actually a chance of making the increase in temperature only 2%.

    I can't possibly summarise the whole scientific debate here, no doubt there are mistakes in the above but please do not take my layman fumbling and lack of exposition skill to put you off.

    Which brings me to the 10:10 campaign, which proposes a 10% cut by the end of 2010 for the UK. Not only does this have the effect on emissions desired but gives the UK to moral and factual grounds to force other nations to agree to swifter cuts. A 10% cut is certainly do-able and you will find that a) you probably do most of them anyway and b) many many people including THE ENTIRE CABINET have signed up to this pledge. But let's get everyone on board, including where we work and so on.

    www.1010uk.org
    Tuesday, September 8th, 2009
    8:37 pm
    Tick...tock
    Tickets are now on sale for the Clockwork Quartet! The Steampunk show!

    Get them now at The Clockwork Quartet

    Honestly I think people will be blown away by the talent of this group.
    Friday, September 4th, 2009
    7:51 pm


    Not only are Baroness an awesome band, but I love their artwork.
    Monday, August 24th, 2009
    10:39 am
    "Our trust lies in mighty wing
    As we thrust ourselves into the drink
    Pitched boats sail and ploughmen toil
    To drift on and work the soil"

    'Rays on Pinion' by Baroness.

    Said goodbye to S. on friday which was sad. Not going to see her for 4 months which makes me miss her all the more. *sigh* Expect me to mope around and wail about this fact on my LJ (That IS what they are for right? lol) Saw my extended family on saturday, which was good as I haven't caught up with them in ages. Shot over to Bristol to a wedding reception for two old friends. This was good fun and a happy evening. Then nearly got stranded in Bristol but met up with friends in the city and crashed over. Leapt up on sunday morning and ran over to Temple Meads to get a lift back to Fleet for larping. Larped and had a good chat with people.

    Work today then off the rest of the week in preparation for Summerfest and because I need a break.

    Hugs and I hope to see you all soon.

    R.
    Tuesday, August 18th, 2009
    8:47 pm
    "Evil never dies....
    Darkness never retreats. In the cracks and the crevices of our society there are monsters undreamed of by the rank and file of humanity. I've been there. I've seen them. They exist in the spaces between things, in the folds of existence where we can't find them. Sometimes they cross over, sometimes they manifest, and all hell breaks loose. Only this is not Hell, nor Heaven. This is like nothing anyone has ever understood. This is pure evil, pure destruction. This is the Apocalypse."

    — Maj. Gen. Reginald Fairfield, U.S. Army (Ret.), 25 FEB 1994
    Thursday, August 13th, 2009
    4:28 pm
    “Thousands of candles...
    ...can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.”

    Buddha.
    Tuesday, August 11th, 2009
    2:58 pm
    Maud Muller
    'Maud Muller, on a summer's day,
    Raked the meadows sweet with hay.

    Beneath her torn hat glowed the wealth
    Of simple beauty and rustic health.

    Singing, she wrought, and her merry glee
    The mock-bird echoed from his tree.

    But, when she glanced to the far-off town,
    White from its hill-slope looking down,

    The sweet song died, and a vague unrest
    And a nameless longing filled her breast--

    A wish, that she hardly dared to own,
    For something better than she had known.

    The Judge rode slowly down the lane,
    Smoothing his horse's chestnut mane.

    He drew his bridle in the shade
    Of the apple-trees, to greet the maid,

    And ask a draught from the spring that flowed
    Through the meadow across the road.

    She stooped where the cool spring bubbled up,
    And filled for him her small tin cup,

    And blushed as she gave it, looking down
    On her feet so bare, and her tattered gown.

    "Thanks!" said the Judge, "a sweeter draught
    From a fairer hand was never quaffed."

    He spoke of the grass and flowers and trees,
    Of the singing birds and the humming bees;

    Then talked of the haying, and wondered whether
    The cloud in the west would bring foul weather.

    And Maud forgot her briar-torn gown,
    And her graceful ankles bare and brown;

    And listened, while a pleasant surprise
    Looked from her long-lashed hazel eyes.

    At last, like one who for delay
    Seeks a vain excuse, he rode away,

    Maud Muller looked and sighed: "Ah, me!
    That I the Judge's bride might be!

    "He would dress me up in silks so fine,
    And praise and toast me at his wine.

    "My father should wear a broadcloth coat;
    My brother should sail a painted boat.

    "I'd dress my mother so grand and gay,
    And the baby should have a new toy each day.

    "And I'd feed the hungry and clothe the poor,
    And all should bless me who left our door."

    The Judge looked back as he climbed the hill,
    And saw Maud Muller standing still.

    "A form more fair, a face more sweet,
    Ne'er hath it been my lot to meet.

    "And her modest answer and graceful air
    Show her wise and good as she is fair.

    "Would she were mine, and I to-day,
    Like her, a harvester of hay:

    "No doubtful balance of rights and wrongs,
    Nor weary lawyers with endless tongues,

    "But low of cattle, and song of birds,
    And health, and quiet, and loving words."

    But he thought of his sisters, proud and cold,
    And his mother, vain of her rank and gold.

    So, closing his heart, the Judge rode on,
    And Maud was left in the field alone.

    But the lawyers smiled that afternoon,
    When he hummed in court an old love-tune;

    And the young girl mused beside the well,
    Till the rain on the unraked clover fell.

    He wedded a wife of richest dower,
    Who lived for fashion, as he for power.

    Yet oft, in his marble hearth's bright glow,
    He watched a picture come and go:

    And sweet Maud Muller's hazel eyes
    Looked out in their innocent surprise.

    Oft when the wine in his glass was red,
    He longed for the wayside well instead;

    And closed his eyes on his garnished rooms,
    To dream of meadows and clover-blooms.

    And the proud man sighed, with a secret pain,
    "Ah, that I were free again!

    "Free as when I rode that day,
    Where the barefoot maiden raked her hay."

    She wedded a man unlearned and poor,
    And many children played round her door.

    But care and sorrow, and child-birth pain,
    Left their traces on heart and brain.

    And oft, when the summer sun shone hot
    On the new-mown hay in the meadow lot,

    And she heard the little spring brook fall
    Over the roadside, through the wall,

    In the shade of the apple-tree again
    She saw a rider draw his rein,

    And, gazing down with timid grace,
    She felt his pleased eyes read her face.

    Sometimes her narrow kitchen walls
    Stretched away into stately halls;

    The weary wheel to a spinnet turned,
    The tallow candle an astral burned;

    And for him who sat by the chimney lug,
    Dozing and grumbling o'er pipe and mug,

    A manly form at her side she saw,
    And joy was duty and love was law.

    Then she took up her burden of life again,
    Saying only, "It might have been."

    Alas for maiden, alas for Judge,
    For rich repiner and household drudge!

    God pity them both! and pity us all,
    Who vainly the dreams of youth recall;

    For of all sad words of tongue or pen,
    The saddest are these: "It might have been!"

    Ah, well! for us all some sweet hope lies
    Deeply buried from human eyes;

    And, in the hereafter, angels may
    Roll the stone from its grave away!"

    John Greenleaf Whittier (1807-1892)

    More poetry for you all. This contains one of my favourite phrases in the third stanza from the end.
    Wednesday, August 5th, 2009
    4:10 pm
    "The best of a book...
    ...is not the thought which it contains, but the thought which it suggests; just as the charm of music dwells not in the tones but in the echoes of our hearts."

    John Greenlead Whittier, Fireside Poet (1807-1892)
    Wednesday, July 29th, 2009
    4:52 pm
    At me too, someone is looking...
    Underground Rebel Bingo was awesome. Truely awesome.

    Waiting for Godot last night was moving as I had expected but SO very good. Nothing quite like seeing a well written play performed well.

    Science Museum Lates tonight celebrating the 40th anniversary of the Moon landing. LOOKS awesome. Will be seeing some of you there.

    Applied for some new jobs, this keeps despair at bay.

    The weekend promises good things as well.
    Tuesday, July 28th, 2009
    4:20 pm
    "Prepare the table, watch in the watchtower...
    ...eat, drink: arise ye princes, and prepare the shield.

    For thus hath the Lord said unto me, Go set a watchman, let him declare what he seeth...And, behold, here cometh a chariot of men, with a couple of horsemen. And he answered and said, Babylon is fallen, is fallen, and all the graven images of her gods he hath broken unto the ground"

    The Bible, Book of Isaiah Chapter 21, verses 5-9

    Some say these verses are the inspiration for 'All along the watchtower'.
    Friday, July 24th, 2009
    4:17 pm
    "Don't worry Pete..."
    Avert your eyes as I wander wetly by.
    Do not think to comfort me all you’ll do is make me cry.
    Neath weeping brow my eyes will roam
    Looking for some warm dry home
    No solace will be ever found, whilst my body earthly bound.
    Let me wander forth and drown strangled by my solemn frown
    Sad sad day, probably best not to drink."

    The most poetic rejection of a invitation to 'drinks tonight?' txt I have ever recieved.
    Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009
    12:39 pm
    Everybody's free
    "If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it.
    The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience.
    I will dispense this advice now.

    Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth.
    Oh, never mind.
    You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded.
    But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.
    You are not as fat as you imagine.

    Don't worry about the future.
    Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum.
    The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind.
    The kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.

    Do one thing every day that scares you.

    Sing.

    Don't be reckless with other people's hearts.
    Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

    Floss.

    Don't waste your time on jealousy.
    Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind.
    The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.

    Remember compliments you receive.
    Forget the insults.
    If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

    Keep your old love letters.
    Throw away your old bank statements.

    Stretch.

    Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life.
    The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives.
    Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.

    Get plenty of calcium.
    Be kind to your knees.
    You'll miss them when they're gone.

    Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't.
    Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't.
    Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary.
    Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either.
    Your choices are half chance.
    So are everybody else's.

    Enjoy your body.
    Use it every way you can.
    Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it.
    It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

    Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.

    Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

    Do not read beauty magazines.
    They will only make you feel ugly.

    Get to know your parents.
    You never know when they'll be gone for good.
    Be nice to your siblings.
    They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

    Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on.
    Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

    Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard.
    Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
    Travel.

    Accept certain inalienable truths:
    Prices will rise.
    Politicians will philander.
    You, too, will get old.
    And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

    Respect your elders.

    Don't expect anyone else to support you.
    Maybe you have a trust fund.
    Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse.
    But you never know when either one might run out.

    Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.

    Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it.
    Advice is a form of nostalgia.
    Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

    But trust me on the sunscreen."

    Mary Schmich
    Saturday, July 18th, 2009
    6:58 pm
    Where the wild things are...


    This month the wild things (you and I) will be deviating from the usual 'pub and rock club' to try something new.

    The Underground Rebel Bingo Club:

    Bingo was banned by Oliver Cromwell. So it was played in secret in underground clubs. On the 24th of this month I suggest we go to a secret location, play bingo, drink lots and dance. This was created by some of the same crew as Carnival Des Phenomenes, Story Pirates, etc.

    Don't believe me? Check this out.
    http://www.rebelbingo.com/

    It is £7, but I can pretty much guarrantee you will have a good time.

    I have invited many of you on facespace. I am inviting my friends on here as well. Do not let me down people ;)

    To the barricades!
    Friday, July 17th, 2009
    3:22 pm
    You are a Living room
    You Are the Living Room
    You are laid back and casual. You can have fun in almost any situation.
    You believe in being easy going. Life's hard enough, and you're not going to make it any harder.

    You are sociable and friendly. You welcome almost anyone into your life.
    You are completely unpretentious. You prefer living in a comfortable home to living in a showy home.


    I watched the new Harry Potter last night, didn't feel the inevitable 'I miss my friends' sensation I usually get when I leave one so that was new, perhaps because I know I get to see friends soon, perhaps because I was with Ruth :) I saw the trailer for 'Where the wild things are' which made me miss friends more than the film and I cannot wait until it is released! http://wherethewildthingsare.warnerbros.com/ Check it out.

    This week has been quite quiet otherwise. Had some nice, slow evenings where I got to just relax. Should have tidied my room really as the pile of recycling now takes up half the room. Maybe do that later.

    I am dancing tommorrow at Capel Manor which is quite scary. We plan to teach 'The Language of the fan' as well (a complex social semaphone where Ladies can speak to men and other ladies with their fans). Then larping for the rest of the weekend.

    I need hugs this weekend I think.

    P.
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